and i wished.
hazy. walking down that brick walkway. it was one of the firsts. far from everything that we were familiar. i can remember seeing that monument, and all we could do was laugh. it was funny cause we couldn't believe we were actually there emulating all those that went before us. it was fun. it was fun. and we lived in silence, and no one ever heard, even the laughter and whispers. no, it was all barred from the world. and for a while, it actually worked.
and after that bogged down night. starting like any other night, you and i proceeded down the same walkway that was already all too familiar. the same walkway of before. of now and tomorrow? that's still not yet sure though. and as fate my have it. boom... boom... boom... boom. it scattered all throughout. boom. getting drowned. boom. getting lost. boom. already immersed. boom. and it all happens just like a fairy tale. and what's more is that only you and i can ever attest to what happened. there were no people passing by. there were no stars that looked down. and somtimes that makes me sad. it makes me really sad.
everyday. you and i never asked for most of the things to happen, yet it did and they do. and all we can do, is sometimes, is to just let go. like you did, already three times before. and i had to just keep holding on. and i'd raise you up from that endless fall that you'd take. raise you up again and again.
just like every night in the end. and i'd still zoom staright into the welcoming darkness. but this time it's in the other direction. and i'd still see opposite fleeting things. absent minded. i've always been and you'd always space out. you and i wouldn't ask why. maybe right now was all too precious, still. and everything seems still for a moment. i'll be yours. as always has been, and without doubt. it builded up that way. jump right. and at most times you and i would be worlds apart in what we think and how we feel. jump left. and sometimes the roads just don't meet yet you and i tend to find each other just waiting at the opposite corners of the street. standing still, waiting. our faces illumined by the lamps that be and then it all starts to fade away. wastes me. it does, you and i know it. breaks me. it breaks you too. why so scared? and it all started out like that. kill some time. i'd always do, and with you too. put your arms around me. and just like that last night where we only had all the trees around us as witnesses.
and it always has been only you and i that understood.
and now. it's only.
you.
i.