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Thursday, August 02, 2007
Things that don’t happen everyday.
The moments when we tried make you laugh were enough for me. Yes, they were. I’m very glad that I was there. The few times you’d nudge and move your hands. I know you knew that we were there. We were with you. You knew we wouldn’t leave you behind. And we didn’t. We never would and did. We didn’t want to say goodbye. But we just had to. We had to.
What happened tonight hit me so hard. I heard my mom cry inside the car and it just made me realize how pathetic I am with things I get sad about. These were genuine tears of grief, uncontrollable sadness just seeping out. And when I remember all the times that I ‘pseudo’ get sad about, trying to feign tears. I feel pathetic.
Maybe I am.
Things won’t be the same.
"there is a wall that ruuuns right through me"- kreuzberg, bloc party
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